emmm..what should i do??

i don't know what to do this night and i also don't know why suddenly i pick up this critical casebook: Sophocles that i have got last few days and trying to read it for the first time.. but wow!! what kind of book that i am reading right now!!! after read only one and a half page i have asked myself, why i am learning this kind of subject..huhuhuhu it's hard for me to accept and force myself to get into the text. i have tried to continue my reading but my brain stop at the 2nd page and i am starting to think that what should i do to be a good teacher if such of text i couldn't make an effort to read it and understand it...but in the previous classes with Harold, we have done some read of dramas script and that one it seems quite ok for me to understand. perhaps it comes from our Malaysian writer..i think such kind of scripts are suitable for our students' level of proficiency and of course the Sophocles is one of the example of critical reading and Dr. Edwin knows why he gives us that book..as future teacher, we should also learn from the different sources and not only from our country itself and it's not as easy as ABC.it's such a challenge of us to be more open and learn from others.as for me,i will work hard towards this subject although sometimes it's hard for me to set up my mind that now i am learning this kind of language, i mean this language of drama...but, i'll try the best for the sake of my future as to be a teacher...